FELT USELESS AFTER COLLEGE? (part 2)

The commute to my father’s house was one of the longest I ever had to make after deciding that I could take no more of what life after college was doing to me. My limbs felt heavy alright but my heart was in an even worse state. Combine that with the laughing voices in my head and you have a recipe…

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FELT USELESS AFTER COLLEGE? ME TOO!

I have felt useless before. Maybe even more useless than a white crayon pencil feels in the midst of other colorful ones. But the kind I experienced after I completed college last year was simply unprecedented. And for some reason, I was convinced that a job would fix that. A flowery job that paid a salary with sufficient zeros at…

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The heart of the matter

I am a child born of love: it has taken me two decades to realize this, let alone believing it. For a long time, I saw myself as an underdog. I felt responsible for cleaning after people. I accepted the role they assigned me: being second best (or worst if you like). I resigned to my fate. Without putting up…

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TAKING STOCK

Sometimes, I have difficult weeks -like all normal people do and were it not for Auntie Coffee, I would never be half as productive in life as I ought to be. Some days I am just there, getting through life, waiting fro Friday to arrive with its sexy goods.  Last week was one such for me. I was not able…

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BECOMING THE OTHER WOMAN

Can I just put it out there for you? I was ready to go home with you. To paint it all colors with you. On the floor. On the couch. Bathroom. Kitchen or bed. Hell, wherever we pleased. I just wanted it to be with you. I was willing to make you my mistake. On a normal day, I would never…

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